White Christmas Treat

An all White Christmas Party with Buffet Dinner, Cocktails, Wine and Ofcourse Christmas Pudding.

Vintage Chanel

I envy.

I really really miss it. I really miss the fact that I haven't been doing photo shoots and working with fashion for a while. And the factor is watching the City again, I really envy Whitney Port. 

It is time for me to look for an internship and look for styling jobs around the city. 

My aim is to contact the designers and photographers so I can get some soots done.

I really miss it. 

I think I have to stay focused on my career and do some things for myself. 

It's time. Holidaying isn't what I need at this rate its best that I get focused and ready for the new year. 

Exposed

Re-Cap. Part 1.

The last past two days I have just been socialising. 

On Monday evening I had attended the annual Raffles Graduate Fashion Show.

It was excellent to see everyone all dressed up and catch up with their lecturers/friends. Although, part of me was questioning What on earth is that gal wearing?

The pre-drinks consists the Crime Squad to sip on some booze before the show and take some snaps. I felt very powerful in my freshly pressed Black, structured dress, Grey Suede high-heels and Silver hardware.

The fashion show allowed me to meet and greet Akira Isagowa and also my old time favourite lecturer Nila Oreb. She is a legend when it comes to Business and Marketing. 

The Fashion Show was very much inspired by Alexander McQueen's Summer/ Spring 2010 runway show. The hair and make up depicted it all. I was amazed at some of friend's 

pieces that were showing and how proud I was with all the energy and effort that was dedicated on constructing the garments this year. However, I was inspired by the final year's pieces that they have produced. It was stunning and very much artistic. I was very much amazed. And I just wanted to say Well Done.  

 

My final thoughts about the Fashion Show was professional, entertaining and inspirational. By all means I was very much inspired. 

To be continued..

The Jungle Book

My fulfilling weekend has come to an End. 

Despite the fact that I had worked all weekend I think keeping myself pre-occupied is the better option at this rate.

I do believe that Saturday night was an excellent night to get my jungle beat on.

Jungle beat? what a mixture of words to describe my Saturday night. 

I must say it was pretty interesting to see a house full of Tarzans flaunting their "one" pack. 

Though, some of the Tarzans were too confident in flaunting their ripped bodies.

I must say the amount of protein shakes, work outs at the gym and dedication to their bodies have made me come to question "Why do they do it?" 

I wonder what is the real human psychology behind it. 

That is yet to be discovered. 

Anyways, going back to the Jungle themed house party. 

I was pretty amazed that the whole house looking like a mini Amazon in South America. It was awesome, the amount of effort and expenses was worth it.

My girlfriend and I spent the night at a distance. It was odd and unusual. We would both always stay side by side and seek out for an adventure.  It was the first party that we had spent the whole night with a "babe" . 

Which meant I think we have come to our senses to give "babetime" a chance. 

I must say things will change with how the crime squad would party. 

However, having  "babetime" on Saturday night was actually pretty nice for a change. 

We have discovered things and we had agreed to things. 

At the end of the Jungle beat night I have never smiled this much for a very long time. 

It felt good and it kinda felt right. 

Part of me is excited and Part of me is scared. Though, I know I will be alright.

I was happy for both me and my partner in crime.

And I think it's about time to take a chance and start a new journey whether, if it turns out to be bad or good. 

Isn't life meant to be about experience and challenges?

Now time to go and get some planning done for Christmas and New Years.  

Empire State of Mind

Now You are in New York.

The End.

Life: Not blogging much? Yes indeed.

I have come back at the nick of time. Meaning, zee end of the college year has arrived!

Finally. Phew! I have made it. 

Thinking that I wouldn't of made it for the deadline of assignment due dates. I am alive.

The clock was ticking and I had lost sleep from doing these assessments. Though, question is was  it worth it?

Now focused on work and socialising with Friends and Family. This is the time to re-connect. 

Christmas is around the corner and my wish list is growing. Yee Hee! Now, I don't want to expect anything but, I'm wishing Santa to get me a clothing rack for Christmas please!!!  ahem Mum! Though, I wouldn't mind a new pair of shoes to add in my collection. 

Working hard to save money. This is my vital goal and mission. New Years Resolution is yet, to be discovered and finally, I think it's time. Yes indeed. Catch up on Sex& the City. which will be very good for me. 

Fashion:  My style has changed lately. Much more into the Blacks, Greys and Whites again. Big Jewels and the Sloppy T-shirts. Though my shoes are Wedges and my inspiration comes from Rumi Reely, Mary Kate and my old time favourite designer Alexander Wang. Simplicity is where I am at in terms of Style.

Music: Cheesy Pop Songs, 90's pop. Loving it and Listening to it. e.g a lil bit of Mariah Carey? lol.

and I have been listening to a lot of Salt N' Pepa. Work it up! 

Pride can stand a thousand trials 
The strong will never fall 
But watching stars without you 
My soul cries

Heaving heart is full of pain

 the aching 

'Cause I'm kissing you, oooh 

I'm kissing you, oooh 

Touch me deep, pure and true 

Give to me forever 

'Cause I'm kissing you, 

I'm kissing you, 

Where are you now 

Where are you now 

'Cause I'm kissing you 

I'm kissing you.

Q & A

Q: When was your first love? 

My first love was when I was 16 years old.

Q: What was the taste of you first kiss? 

My first kiss was very very normal. Though I remember myself giving a selection of lip gloss to choose from. It was either peach or strawberry. How dorky?

Q: Have you ever fell in love at first sight? 

Yes, I did in fact. My first love was love at first sight. I couldn't stop thinking about him cause he was just to cute.

Q: Where is your favorite part of your body? 

My favourite part would be my stomach. I work so hard to get them curves and tones in line. I very much dislike abs.

Q: What is your favorite lipstick and nail polish color? 
My favourite lipstick colour is nude or baby pink by YSL. My nail polish that I'm totally obsessed with is Black by O.P.I

Q: What was your precious fairy story when you were a kid? 

I really enjoyed reading "The Secret Garden", the novel did take me away. Although, I was a Cinderella fan.

Q: Who are your favorite photographer, movie director, and artist? 

My fav photographer hrmn... I honestly don't know much about photography but Andy Warhol? is he included. Movie Director? I really don't know much about film though, I like all movies that are romantic? and my favourite all time artist is Seurat and Renoir.

Q: What movie character do you sympathize with? 
The movie character I sympathize with is basically, Rebecca Bloomwood from Confessions of a Shop-a-holic.

Q: When do you feel happy? 
When I purchase a pair of new shoes every week.

Q: You can spend the last supper with somebody you admire. Who do you choose? 
I choose all of my girlfriends. It'll be good and fun though, can i invite my parents?

Q: What was the most unforgettable job you have done?

I had to an internship for Little Hero and i pretty much liked styling for the Russh shoot. It was fun, selecting clothes!

Q: If you can marry with a designer, who would you want to marry with? 

I would love to marry Alexander McQueen. Everyday, would be so special wearing the extravagant clothing all day long.

Ke$ha

Are men becoming womanly?

Before I head out for another night out with my girl. I will blog. 

This morning when walking up to Central Station, with a coffee in my hand. Viv and I spoke about past relationships. Yes! I know my blog entries have currently been about my state of mind on relationships though, I am facing some dilemma's on my own emotions. Strong girl I am, I have to say "whatever! to ya brutha!" ( the westie's slang language is coming out of me).

Ok. Continuing on my story, ( yes, Viv to you I do have multiple points in my conversations) Viv and I were just evaluating on her past love and we think that he wasn't man enough. Today, us women face very emotional and self- centered men that cannot deal with their own emotions. I think they are just simply to complicated. Generation Y men are just too relied upon their parents and their male peers. This meaning, that they cannot make their own decisions or become manly enough to portray their grounds.  

Even the most mature and eldest male that us girls have put up with or even socialised with are simply just hard to read or understand? 

What ever happened to the man that was just straight off blunt and wanted what they want. Have men really changed from the past to the future? 

I understand that me and Viv are just too young and were just experimenting or learning to a degree or so. Although, I still think they are complicated even though an opportunity is there. I think men just take life so damn seriously. Which, makes them emotionally unstable and confused. 

The End to complications and dramas. I just want to be left alone please. :)

I fancy you.

Before I go to bed on this Friday evening, I have indulged on watching a movie with the girls, beer and chocolate. 

I had added the extra calories for a reason. I saw him today, a very short glimpse of him and my heart dropped slash pounded.

I had wondered why it did? I know that its not love and its not about being heart broken. 

Is it because I haven't completed my mission?

or.

Is it that I truly have moved on from zee ex?

Well, I had found that fate works naturally, nothing is forced and nothing can be forced. Judging by my past experience.

Reading or Picking out "wish" cards at Borders, my life at the moment is matching what the cards are saying. Weird.

The girls say I am very infatuated though, I think its just me trying to figure out what I want in a lover or boyfriend? and then comparing it to past experiences. 

I am totally ready and I want to find someone greater than him. I express the fact, that I like him. Reason being, because he cares.

And I don't think its shameful for me to express that whether, it goes somewhere or not. 

I just feel I can like someone again and it feels good.  Though, Him is good. I don't need to be with him but him has influenced and revealed to me that you can find a connection after the heart has been broken. Called him and told him I saw him. Awkward.. don't know why.. although, it is yet to be discovered. 

And I want to say lastly, I fancy him. Though, friends it shall be I actually don't see myself with him?

To be continued... 

The City

Having to watch The City for an assessment on Design and Subculture, I enjoyed watching the "reality" T.V show very much.  Yes, yes I know I am addicted to these "umm.. and uh" programs e.g. The Hills and now The City, though I like the drama that all these young women go through. It's like having a snap of my world. Trust me, even my own workmate thinks I can make a hit reality series on my life. 

Boys, Fashion, Cat fights and the endless dilemmas on decisions, is a total reality program of  The Hills and The City. Ok! Dreaming much? Yes indeed.  I might be overly thinking about the situations I put myself in although, it's what life is about being messy! and I like it messy.

Moving along...

Recap: This whole week was meant to be  my Production week, when it means you have to be productive. Dah! meaning catching up on assessments and college related stuff or work. Not happening much?  Yes, indeed. 

Well, I've been working and just reading books which, keeps away from the trouble I get myself into. 

No news to share and no dramas this week. Although, I'm hitting down town to Laundry on Saturday night! 

Oh wait! Yes, yes!!! I do have news! I bought me self some shoes!!  I bought some sandals for summer cause it was a need not a want. One was an all leather animal printed sandal which, is my new pet, you can literally pat the sandal. And the other was just a leather black sandal with straps, a bit messy. Oh! I just love my shoes. I had also made a purchase of buying a silk jumpsuit, black, ofcourse! and that is all. 

Completed.

Obsession..

Women tend to obsess over a guy after a kiss, hug or any physical contact that has been made between them. It is a natural habit, that we do after our emotions have been twisted into a misleading interpretation from the opposite sex.  I have learnt that most men, do not obsess over a girl they always move on.  Unless your the exception.

Why do women obsess over a guy once they have received all the attention? 

Clearly, it shows ( through my own experience) that we love it and the attention leads to curiosity that has never been completely ended or the job hasnt been finished? Though, left to linger? Ok. How many of us just go for drinks and do not expect to hook up or even pick up. Well I'm surely one of them would happen 90% of the time. Men just want pussy. 

We overly read the signs and then we get ourselves trapped. Often it's hard to move on and then we start obsessing. 

Now the tables have been twisted and I've just ended my games that did screw the guys up the wall and then I would receive the karma back at me by being drawn into the guy. 

I have compared the many guys that I have met during this past year. Though, there is one that really made me happy. Way... back. My blog entry that has questioned about friendship? well my answer is Yes, I know the difference with friends and lovers. 

I have chosen to be a friend. I want to build upon it because this particular friend has made an influence and now I want to believe that love is out there and it will seek for me, unexpectedly. 

Lets just say that the love game has died. And I want to be the respectable girl again that has strong morals and values. I want to continue being who I am... the girl next door? 

A wise person told me this

It takes 7 months to get over a past love.

90 Days to get to know the person well enough. 

90 Days to physically get to know them.

Then you will love. 

You either continue the journey or not..

This is what I am going to believe in.