I had added the extra calories for a reason. I saw him today, a very short glimpse of him and my heart dropped slash pounded.
I had wondered why it did? I know that its not love and its not about being heart broken.
Is it because I haven't completed my mission?
or.
Is it that I truly have moved on from zee ex?
Well, I had found that fate works naturally, nothing is forced and nothing can be forced. Judging by my past experience.
Reading or Picking out "wish" cards at Borders, my life at the moment is matching what the cards are saying. Weird.
The girls say I am very infatuated though, I think its just me trying to figure out what I want in a lover or boyfriend? and then comparing it to past experiences.
I am totally ready and I want to find someone greater than him. I express the fact, that I like him. Reason being, because he cares.
And I don't think its shameful for me to express that whether, it goes somewhere or not.
I just feel I can like someone again and it feels good. Though, Him is good. I don't need to be with him but him has influenced and revealed to me that you can find a connection after the heart has been broken. Called him and told him I saw him. Awkward.. don't know why.. although, it is yet to be discovered.
And I want to say lastly, I fancy him. Though, friends it shall be I actually don't see myself with him?
To be continued...
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