Acceptable in the 80's

Weekend. 27.9

A Newborn, New people, The X and Finally Good News.

I have not been putting much attention with my thoughts for the past few days because of a joyful event that have made my weekend so much more memorable.  I have been too pre-occupied with too much fun. It all starts with a new born arriving into our little family of friends. 

Thursday 4:50 am.

Text message received from Aira:

" HEY GUYS ITS TIME! WAKE UP, DROP EVERYTHING AND PRAY I HAVE A SAFE DELIVERY AND A SOMEWHAT LESS PAINFUL AND QUICK ONE TOO. LOL. FUCK! AHH I'LL TXT YOU GUYS LATER MWAH LOVE YOU."

This was the message that made my heartbeat stop for that one second and through my mind I read it perpetually, the message absorbed within me after 5 minutes, but I had to re-read it until I actually got into the factor of "oh my god.... she's in labour!"

Moments after, numerous phone calls from Jace and Lorena made me jump for joy. It was finally here. The birth of Chase Tyler Stitchon. 

Chase Tyler Stitchon born on Thursday, 24th of September at 2:03 p.m. 

And the excitement brings on:

A new family. 

A new lover. 

A new baby boy.

The first time I saw Tyler, it was a beautiful baby boy. The pure innocence and the halo that made me smile from looking at Tyler. I could see both Jace and Aira's faces plus features mixed within him. Thats when I thought the human blood can be mixed and can create a beautiful bundle of joy into your life.

Although, Chase Tyler Stitchon has arrived safely into the world. Thanks to the Lord. But the weekend continued with hanging or chillin' out Meeting new friends was so funny plus somewhat interesting. Learning some FOB words and taking two Johnny Walker shots with smokes on an empty stomach. Yes, thats how we roll. Loved it.

But the night out at The heart of the X (Kings Cross) was the cherry on the cake for me. Newtown, World Bar, Candy's and then finally home at 3:30 am. Oh it was a night that I would want to do all over again. It was worth it. Hanging out with college mates and close friends made me realise. "Gee isn't life so good".

Drinking out of tea pots, sculling shots down, finding free moneys, dirty dancing on the stage to impress some boys, shuffling on heels, having a smoke with my best friend, rejecting all boys to kill their ego,Swearing at an Indian bastard, getting kicked out of the club for just peeing in a toliet, taking random shots, dance battling,a fall from hardcore dancing, talking to randoms, yelling at asians, the desperate search to get a cab back home and finally it was bed time. 

The night was worth it. Even though it did die young.

And to end another awesome weekend. I hear great news a new member will be entering the Chung family next year. 

Final message: Congratulations,  to the ones who received there joy, the ones that will be receiving the joy and finally the ones who are enjoying the joy of life.

 

Birthday Sex

My obsession for this song did take me away on My Birthday.

Tell me, tell me where you want your cake girl?

Already Gone

At the moment a lot emotions are going through my system

I feel annoyed.

I feel frustrated.

I feel used.

I feel determined.

I feel unmotivated.

I feel relaxed.

I feel alone.

I feel happy.

There is so much out in this world and I haven't experienced any of it. But why is that when one moment or one person changes you to stop doing what you believe in effect your dreams or hopes. Despite all the break-ups that has happened in 2009 within my social circle. It makes me wonder..

why we stay in a long term relationship at a young age?

why we tell the person we love them and we would be there for them forever? But consciously we say it to make them feel happy or just satisfied.

what is love at a young age?

why are the happy moments broken when you know you were the happiest?

what makes love so strong that it's hard to move on?

why does our body stop being it's normal self when the heart is broken?

I know 7 months on from the break-up. 

I'm still questioning Why?

I'm still thinking was ever good enough for you. 

I'm still wanting an apology. 

I'm still wanting that " sorry"and answers.

But just thinking about You and Me. 

And I say this with no regrets. 

I'm glad that you broke my heart.

But i still feel you. And what I feel is nothing for you.

You will know when you find your true love if it has been broken time after time... 

Your love, your soul, your partner for life, is someone that will not break you but will want to build you to its best with no regrets. Once someone has broken you it means that there's nothing for them to see the best within you. We fall inlove, we have lust but when we realise that certain *spark* its when I will certainly let myself go again just for that one person. But right now my faith for love is limited. Its the dreams that I have on my mind that's stopping me from being inlove. Therefore, I think I need to explore within me. 

Life is a stepping stone and everything takes time.

But to close the Chapter this is what I say to You.

I'm already gone...

Why is it worth it?

As you may know, that I am quite involved with being in fashion and love the materialistic possession, that will make or break me. But is it worth it at the end of the day?  Being involved in an industry full of rage and being mocked-up to impress the world or show the normal how powerful you are with materialistic goods, people don't understand why that Louis Vuitton bag has to be  the "it!" bag for the season or the carefully crafted shoe by Christian Louboutin, is very important to all the fashionistas in the world.  "Shoes on feet Girls and Boys!"

This is my perspective. We Fashionistas love, love, love, being spoilt with all the material goods in the world. We enjoy burning the money to look good and when we open up that new issue of Vogue or Harpers our hearts melt and we start craving for that piece of item that has blown us away.

Even though the luxury goods are so expensive and the prices are crazy. Fashionista's work hard for that purchase. Thats what you call a dedicated fashionista that would reach to that amount by starving themselves from eating good food, stopping themselves from socialising amongst friends and importantly less spending on the cheap items of clothing that have been mass produced.   

Fashionista's believe in a sense of having there own pride meaning that they will show off their own stylish looks but not copy.  We purchase for a reason, for that occasion and for that specific and most valued luxury item that makes us constantly dream until we achieve in doing that purchase.

Now enough about the Fashionista business... lets move along to why do i think its worth it?

The answer is simple. Cause I worked hard for it!

Now at this very moment, I'm wanting so much and this is definately at the top of my list.

Bags, Bags, Bags love them all from A-Z!

The Question of Friendship?

Before I dose off and fall asleep from this long and unimaginative day. I have a thought, that I somewhat need to put down into words rather than having it linger in my system or mind...

The meaning of Friendship

Right now or I guess during the past weeks or so I have been asking myself what does friendship really mean?

Looking it up at this very momento and my dictionary says..

There we have the words of an Einstein. Obviously not mine. But the meaning above defines friendship is emotions which means mood or relationships with others. Ok thats one point that I understand in the meaning of friendship.  But a " state of mutual trust and support" now that's something that I question. Trust... now thats something i don't believe in when it come to the opposite sex. But yes I' am willing to take my trust once, I have found that the person of the opposite sex has sacrificed something, for me that will benefit within me.  Support... now thats something I question. Why? because the decisions we make does effect who we are, what may effect changes of our friendship between us, for the better or for the worse and is our friendship going to stay the same whether we are willing to face the changes within you or me? 

Now, it is so obvious why I'm questioning friendship.

Well let me reveal the clues and answers that I myself is still questioning.

Does certain friendship have boundaries that can be broken or allow yourself to be broken?

Does friendship involve the constant want of having that person's companionship?

Does friendship involve having chemistry with that person?

What is the real meaning of friendship? 

Who are we allowed to be friends with?

Are friends meant to be friends forever?

Can we have a friendship that involves fun and games with a bit of lust?

I wonder.. and i will still wonder once I stop recapping the moments or the memories, that has made me question and when I actually stop feeling like that I'm part of a movie script of a classic chic flick. That's when I will stop questioning the word Friendship.

But let me just add.... 

The meaning of friend

Now I question this until I face the truth and finally understand what the meaning of friendship is and being one's friend.

Obsession..

 

New York Fashion Week 

Backstage S/S10

GIVENCHY

Alexander Wang

ANNA SUI

 

Marc by Marc Jacobs 

Your opinion hideous or not?

 

Cate Blanchett in Romance Was Born,

Multi-Coloured Knit Dress

Yes, A little bit of Fashion News or Gossip.

And I am known to be the Gossip Girl within my small circle of friends.

Knowing that I do intern within a P.R agency (Public Relations for those that may not, know the abbreviated form that we fashionista's use within the industry). I feel that yes, the dress maybe hideous. But boy oh boy! it did make some headlines and a lot of media coverage for this Australian born, international Hollywood glamour. The Romance Was Born piece does look like a piece of carpet sewn into a one sleeve fitted dress. But when I sat down on my desk at internship I was made to get all the papers and scan the publicity shots of Cate Blanchett in this heavy, overly done, couture piece from Romance was Born. Yes indeed. Hideous. But hey she did wear the Australian duo designers and she did use the garment from the Little Hero, P.R Agency. And so lame as it sounds I personally know the garment. hehe.

Would i get married because of this?

Ok we say its cliche that our wedding dress has to be a dress worn like Cinderella.

A fairy tale. But, I'm guessing if I ever do have the chance to meet

my love

my knight and shining armer

my romeo

THEN Im definately walking down the aisle in this.

Isn't it so beautiful?

not the girl but the dress... it makes me think am i going to get married because of the one dress that makes my heart melt. ha ha. maybe I am over exaggerating, but this is it. Maybe i don't see myself marrying my one true love

Christian Louboutin or

Louis Vuitton or

Oscar de le Renta or

Manalo Blanik

But if i do get married a dress named Vera Wang would take me away. ha ha.

Then she can walk me down the aisle with that massive train of pure silk/satin.

Why is it that a wedding dress can create that one moment? 

Why is it that a wedding dress can be so expensive but yet we fork out all the dollars, no matter what? 

And we do this to make that one day perfect, memorable and make our true lover  feel as if its the right decision.

Why is that a wedding dress makes all the people in the world look and just stare?

hrmn. Im guessing. It's the one capture. 

The one moment that changes our lives. 

The one day that makes you feel that you have 

the portable spot light shining onto you for that one day.

Well, I guess its the dress that makes a bride feel confident, elegant, sexy and powerful in the colour of the pure white.

And why am I thinking of a wedding dress. ha. honestly i don't know.

 

obsession with THE HILLS

its their reality but it's also mine

I've just finished watching The Hills Season 4 and

obsession, obsession, obsession... 

haha.

I feel as if Lauren Conrad is like me. oh god. think i will get over it.... but hey i feel their emotions and i feel connected in a lame way.

I'm kind of sad that I've finished watching Season 4 now. I have to wait for

Season 5 to come out... argh! patience. right patience. lol 

WANTS TO BE A SEXY BITCH

I really really really want to see AKON...

Its been a while

Basically...

The last time I had posted up something it was when I wasn't being who I am...

The pieces have been broken but now they have been puzzled back into the 

correct spots at this moment.

Hrmn.... a quick run down. 5 highlights?

1. Paris and Barcelona 

This equals to the crazy hook-ups and the crazy adventurous nights.

This also equals to finding the home I belong in... which was Paris.

It is cliche to say that you will fall in love in Paris but hey. Its true.

I did fall inlove with the historic buildings, the crazy artworks and yes the croissants.

Hence why I've been craving the Croissants.

I had also felt that Barcelona was like party central.

I just loved the weather. It was so beautiful.

The countless times we went into Zara, it was just too funny constantly going back whether we

should purchase that unique dress that we cannot find in Sydney. It was totally all worth it.

The whole trip was about bartering to the scary Indians selling I LOVE BCN OR PARIS shirts lol, it was also about meeting weird French boys that I manage to hook up with eww gross never again. Oh and the Kane moment. It was also the memorable moment of going out and getting meowed at. It was also that moment when we had to walk up the countless stairs of the Eiffel Tower. But it was worth it in the end. Shopping, drinking and site seeing. The trip was the best thing that happened to me and so totally worth doing again. 

2. Internship

Yes. I have taken up internship for the last month. This is my first ever internship that I've experienced. I do have prior experiences styling, being in photo shoots and runways. But yes. 

My very first. Interning has been the best decision I've made. Little Hero is where I'm at.

Yes this Public Relations Business has its showroom in an old classic church built in the stone ages. hehe. But dealing with clients such as umm..

Romance was Born

Cheap Monday
PAM
Pretty Dog
Therese Rawsthorne
Antipodium
Seventh Wonderland
and etc.

I think its going to be good. But sadly, i had rejected a job at Burberry Porsum and pulled down my position from being a Store Manager for Scooter Shoes, North Sydney. To find my Passion and my Drive in being who i am.

Being lost in what you enjoy or what you are passionate about is really not what I want and to waste my time. Oh God! i do not want to do that. ever.

3. Parties and being Playful

Yes, i know this is very sad but its been a highlight.

The parties that I've attended and the clubbing nights that I go to get intoxicated.

This is my FUN. why? because the stresses are being released, the new people that I meet in my life, the ever so fun bondage with the girls (Vivian and Charise) makes me realise... life is good.

Being young and naive is good.  And you know what being dolled up on a Friday or Saturday night makes me feel alive and playful. But when it comes to the end of the night. I sleep and this is what i think about....

God that was another good night. Must do it again.

So far, having the girls beside me and mucking around with "boys" is just too funny. I do encounter that Charise and I do have fun with the boys.

It is the single life when you don't have a boyfriend to baby sit for the whole night.

It is the single life when you kiss but you don't tell.

It is the single life when you get to wear what you want with no expectations or limitations.

But hey come to realisation now I know what i want or need.

Partying and Playing around is fun. 

But yet it can be empty. at times...

But a good free cocktail, beer, shot or even a glass of wine that comes for free tastes even better

when the man or "boy" is paying for it just to seal the deal with a kiss.

4. Melbourne Spring/Summer 09 Fashion Week

Ok. The trip was ever so fun with the most gorgeous girls. Vincci and Ellie.

Oh Gosh! LETS just say.. that all girls have a secret. I shall be keeping it as a secret.

WHY? because the nights at the hotel room was ever so embarrassing.

The first show was somewhat interesting...

The first day was somewhat full on.

We spent the whole afternoon trying to find our last minute outfits.

It was all fun. It was all a good experience. And now. Cause of Miss Elenor Ha.

I can surely make some great scrabbled eggs.

It was exciting at first to go to Melbourne for my first time. But honestly I just felt like Sydney 

was my real home. I felt that it was a  boring city that was just too old for me.

But hey. We experience and i thought the experience was not too bad.

5. September 13, My 20th Birthday.

Lets just say. This was a great birthday ever. I was so embarrassed for numerous reasons.

Reason 1: Favela was shit. why? did i choose that club... regrets. 

Reason 2: The night involved my Bec&Bridge dress trying not to stay on me. I swear must need more Hollywood tape. And my high high high heels oh god. killed me. yet they looked like they had a pretty good night out. worse than me.

Reason 3: At my family birthday dinner I quote myself for saying this "Dad, I LOVE YOU and you are the BEST DAD in the WORLD!" haha. The bombs and vodka redbulls did get to me during my birthday weekend.

Although, it was a good night it was also my first single lady birthday ever! i think im liking the idea of it.  Charise sings out "Meet me at the Hotel Room... we at the Hotel, Motel Holiday Inn" lol.

I believe that my birthday weekend was interesting. Hooking up with the guy twice is not as bad. But Im glad that were friends. And Im glad that we did it. Now I don't live with any regrets. The memories will be there and it was a moment that i truly did enjoy.

Ok. Thats been a good run down on what I'm up to. hrmn... hopefully there's more news to come. Thats if I'm not lazy to post up What's going through my mind.