The Question of Friendship?

Before I dose off and fall asleep from this long and unimaginative day. I have a thought, that I somewhat need to put down into words rather than having it linger in my system or mind...

The meaning of Friendship

Right now or I guess during the past weeks or so I have been asking myself what does friendship really mean?

Looking it up at this very momento and my dictionary says..

There we have the words of an Einstein. Obviously not mine. But the meaning above defines friendship is emotions which means mood or relationships with others. Ok thats one point that I understand in the meaning of friendship.  But a " state of mutual trust and support" now that's something that I question. Trust... now thats something i don't believe in when it come to the opposite sex. But yes I' am willing to take my trust once, I have found that the person of the opposite sex has sacrificed something, for me that will benefit within me.  Support... now thats something I question. Why? because the decisions we make does effect who we are, what may effect changes of our friendship between us, for the better or for the worse and is our friendship going to stay the same whether we are willing to face the changes within you or me? 

Now, it is so obvious why I'm questioning friendship.

Well let me reveal the clues and answers that I myself is still questioning.

Does certain friendship have boundaries that can be broken or allow yourself to be broken?

Does friendship involve the constant want of having that person's companionship?

Does friendship involve having chemistry with that person?

What is the real meaning of friendship? 

Who are we allowed to be friends with?

Are friends meant to be friends forever?

Can we have a friendship that involves fun and games with a bit of lust?

I wonder.. and i will still wonder once I stop recapping the moments or the memories, that has made me question and when I actually stop feeling like that I'm part of a movie script of a classic chic flick. That's when I will stop questioning the word Friendship.

But let me just add.... 

The meaning of friend

Now I question this until I face the truth and finally understand what the meaning of friendship is and being one's friend.