Its been a while

Basically...

The last time I had posted up something it was when I wasn't being who I am...

The pieces have been broken but now they have been puzzled back into the 

correct spots at this moment.

Hrmn.... a quick run down. 5 highlights?

1. Paris and Barcelona 

This equals to the crazy hook-ups and the crazy adventurous nights.

This also equals to finding the home I belong in... which was Paris.

It is cliche to say that you will fall in love in Paris but hey. Its true.

I did fall inlove with the historic buildings, the crazy artworks and yes the croissants.

Hence why I've been craving the Croissants.

I had also felt that Barcelona was like party central.

I just loved the weather. It was so beautiful.

The countless times we went into Zara, it was just too funny constantly going back whether we

should purchase that unique dress that we cannot find in Sydney. It was totally all worth it.

The whole trip was about bartering to the scary Indians selling I LOVE BCN OR PARIS shirts lol, it was also about meeting weird French boys that I manage to hook up with eww gross never again. Oh and the Kane moment. It was also the memorable moment of going out and getting meowed at. It was also that moment when we had to walk up the countless stairs of the Eiffel Tower. But it was worth it in the end. Shopping, drinking and site seeing. The trip was the best thing that happened to me and so totally worth doing again. 

2. Internship

Yes. I have taken up internship for the last month. This is my first ever internship that I've experienced. I do have prior experiences styling, being in photo shoots and runways. But yes. 

My very first. Interning has been the best decision I've made. Little Hero is where I'm at.

Yes this Public Relations Business has its showroom in an old classic church built in the stone ages. hehe. But dealing with clients such as umm..

Romance was Born

Cheap Monday
PAM
Pretty Dog
Therese Rawsthorne
Antipodium
Seventh Wonderland
and etc.

I think its going to be good. But sadly, i had rejected a job at Burberry Porsum and pulled down my position from being a Store Manager for Scooter Shoes, North Sydney. To find my Passion and my Drive in being who i am.

Being lost in what you enjoy or what you are passionate about is really not what I want and to waste my time. Oh God! i do not want to do that. ever.

3. Parties and being Playful

Yes, i know this is very sad but its been a highlight.

The parties that I've attended and the clubbing nights that I go to get intoxicated.

This is my FUN. why? because the stresses are being released, the new people that I meet in my life, the ever so fun bondage with the girls (Vivian and Charise) makes me realise... life is good.

Being young and naive is good.  And you know what being dolled up on a Friday or Saturday night makes me feel alive and playful. But when it comes to the end of the night. I sleep and this is what i think about....

God that was another good night. Must do it again.

So far, having the girls beside me and mucking around with "boys" is just too funny. I do encounter that Charise and I do have fun with the boys.

It is the single life when you don't have a boyfriend to baby sit for the whole night.

It is the single life when you kiss but you don't tell.

It is the single life when you get to wear what you want with no expectations or limitations.

But hey come to realisation now I know what i want or need.

Partying and Playing around is fun. 

But yet it can be empty. at times...

But a good free cocktail, beer, shot or even a glass of wine that comes for free tastes even better

when the man or "boy" is paying for it just to seal the deal with a kiss.

4. Melbourne Spring/Summer 09 Fashion Week

Ok. The trip was ever so fun with the most gorgeous girls. Vincci and Ellie.

Oh Gosh! LETS just say.. that all girls have a secret. I shall be keeping it as a secret.

WHY? because the nights at the hotel room was ever so embarrassing.

The first show was somewhat interesting...

The first day was somewhat full on.

We spent the whole afternoon trying to find our last minute outfits.

It was all fun. It was all a good experience. And now. Cause of Miss Elenor Ha.

I can surely make some great scrabbled eggs.

It was exciting at first to go to Melbourne for my first time. But honestly I just felt like Sydney 

was my real home. I felt that it was a  boring city that was just too old for me.

But hey. We experience and i thought the experience was not too bad.

5. September 13, My 20th Birthday.

Lets just say. This was a great birthday ever. I was so embarrassed for numerous reasons.

Reason 1: Favela was shit. why? did i choose that club... regrets. 

Reason 2: The night involved my Bec&Bridge dress trying not to stay on me. I swear must need more Hollywood tape. And my high high high heels oh god. killed me. yet they looked like they had a pretty good night out. worse than me.

Reason 3: At my family birthday dinner I quote myself for saying this "Dad, I LOVE YOU and you are the BEST DAD in the WORLD!" haha. The bombs and vodka redbulls did get to me during my birthday weekend.

Although, it was a good night it was also my first single lady birthday ever! i think im liking the idea of it.  Charise sings out "Meet me at the Hotel Room... we at the Hotel, Motel Holiday Inn" lol.

I believe that my birthday weekend was interesting. Hooking up with the guy twice is not as bad. But Im glad that were friends. And Im glad that we did it. Now I don't live with any regrets. The memories will be there and it was a moment that i truly did enjoy.

Ok. Thats been a good run down on what I'm up to. hrmn... hopefully there's more news to come. Thats if I'm not lazy to post up What's going through my mind.