Focusing on studies and working hard for the money, to indulge on my wants and needs expenses.
I have come to take some time off and commence on blogging.
With friends finishing up uni studies preeeeetty damn soon, I 'am excited to spend some of my days with my beautiful girls. It is what I' am truly looking forward to.
As I' am typing my thoughts and values up. My eyes are bound to close up and my mind would be ready to take me on for a dream session or journey.
Walking with Charise to her brothers apartment, we cleared some thoughts out about relationships. It is clear that Charise has mentioned during the past, about her wanting to settle herself into a relationship though, I have to say that I'am wanting it too.
I say this now "I want to be in a relationship." uh.. and breathe. I actually do, I feel that I am ready to move on and start a new fulfilling chapter that will continue on finding fate, my destiny or let me just say it in simple terms a soulmate?
Although, I fear that my daily habits would be adjusted to fulfill that person's need or wants? or commit?
Ok. Clearly shows I' am now on a shopping spree to find that guy who is worth it to me.
You know when you see the pair of shoes that you fell inlove with, your next action would be the decision making process. You question the shoes..
Is it worth it?
Would it suit the clothes that I have in my wardrobe?
Do you feel comfortable in them?
Is the size perfect for you? (not talking about the male anatomy here) hehe.
This are the questions that would be running through my mind when it comes to checking off the criterias of the boys that I have known for a while, Are they or Are they not boyfriend material?
Now. I am not going to force myself in a relationship and officially stamp myself for an agreement to a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. But it will take some time and a couple of dates, till I know I can change my daily routines for them.
I do not want to make the same mistakes, as I did during the past.
Moving along...
Weekend. Saturday night involved. Dancing to RnB slash Hip Hop in Red Room?
It twas a good night when helping Charise to sober up.
We both were wreckless girls wanting to have fun but where was the third masker teare?
she was at a dinner with her family indulging on a 10 course meal? so I have recalled?
I could feel one was missing throughout the night but, she was there in spirit.
Arriving back home at 7 am in a Taxi after spending the night at the Meriton Service Apartment.
OH MY GODFATHER?!?
my parents weren't very pleased.
Nods and forceful statements infront of my best friend Charise, they slept in the wrong side of the bed?
haha
My face was not worried and not stressed. Though Charise was shocked.
It's ok and it's alright!
We slept till 10.30 am and called up Vivian to tell her about the night.
4 hrs later we watched the Oc and it was a reminder of the highschool days.
I fell asleep. And went for a walk. Thats when I hit into the beginning of this entry.
Goodnight. I am going to sleep.
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